Brown Butterfly

No more word from marco's cousin
No text from con.
....A brown butterfly nestled on the window
Could he be gone?

I cant think about it. He cant leave me here
Because i pledged to myself to wait for him
for at least another three years

While he lies on his hospital bed
Here i am afflicted with depression
So many conflicts unresolved in my mind
And spiritual battles creep within

I wish Em is right
"A brown butterfly is just a brown butterfly"
And that I should rather read the Purpose-Driven Life
Alas! I need God's mercy
Will He save marco's life?

I believe..........
That He will...............