A Dig-Dug Pit

How many hearts do I have? why do i easily fall in love? An ample of attention here, a little wheedling there and my hypothalamus is already flattered.

Marco is back but hes still unreachable and our time difference is markedly becoming a great barrier to our relationship. On the otherhand, mark is always online. He is again ideal with his conservatism and cautious behavior. The problem is... he is not looking at me but merely on the screen on his computer while he is resolving either an endless technical program or his ambivalence towards his dream and the characters he wishes to compose his future life story. Sigh! I am still invisible. Im musing on the effect of my daily contact with him. (Music in my ear) Could it be Janno singing? or is this just another one of my wishful thinking?

Indeed, i am such a humanist. Believing in the innate goodness of men, i see most of them as ideal yet many of them do not fit in to my utopic standards. Cowmon! Know what you really want first and "be careful with what you ask for......"

klouise danced at 10:42 PM