Goner

It's halloweeen. My life is flashing in my mind and the memories are haunting me again. Everyone is out to a party while i remain placid in my room as if im floating in the water, unmindful of what's happening around me.

Every one is unreachable. Where are my friends when i need them? They cant hear my voice or see my hand. If there is a Handyman nearby where i could purchase what i need. But there is none and no one can obviously hear when i cant also speak. I cant let them see my frailties. They are too busy. They wouldnt understand.

I thought i am caloused. I thought im already strong. Yet i am broken and i should talk to my Creator before i become a goner.

klouise danced at 7:49 PM